Friday, January 21, 2005
I wish John didn't have to work. I wish we were independently wealthy and could just spend every moment together. I hate being apart from him. Greedy aren't I? I love waking up with him every morning. I love going to sleep next to him each night. I love that we are begining to build a life together. It's nice to think that someday lines will blur between what is mine and what is his and it will all be communal. I love that I'm getting to know all these different levels to his personality, even the stuff that isn't perfect. He's not just my dream man anymore, he's my real life partner and best friend. No one knows me better.