Thursday, May 27, 2004
Poems for John
Eyes like summer sky
Warm with love
Promising sweet acceptance.
(written just a day before I before I found my soulmate :) )
Waiting for you
Where are you? I've been waiting patiently but you never come.
All my life I've searched for you.
My soul mate. My other half.
At times I wonder if you even exist
But my heart can feel you,
Begs for you across the distance that divides us.
We were together ages ago.
In other worlds and other lives I have been yours.
Our hearts beat in tandem.
We shared a pure and joyous completion.
But in this life, I was born in sadness,
born aching for you but afraid.
Lost and searching. Alone.
I have spent this life alone.
I miss you.
Was I born too early or to late to find you this time?
Maybe we met once in passing but missed our chance?
Were you the little boy that gave me my first kiss?
Or the one that broke my teenage heart?
Did I pass you last night on the highway?
Will I find you on line or at the mall or on vacation or in my own back yard?
Just know that I will spend my life searching for you.
I belong to you, and you to me.
Two halves of the same whole.
I love you, though I've never seen your face.
I can hear your soul whisper and I shiver.
Come to me soon. This waiting hurts so much.
But if I must, I will wait forever.
No one else can satisfy me. Complete me.
Every day you amaze me.
Sweet, charming, generous, challenging
Supportive, gentle, witty, sexy
There aren't enough words to discribe
The wonderfulness of YOU.
How did I get so lucky?
Embraced by your unconditional love
I feel a contentment and peace
I have never experienced before.
You are what I spent three decades longing for,
The source of my joy.
Thank you for the gift of your love.
It warms my soul and gives me wings.