Thursday, September 4, 2003
I want J. I want to be with him NOW. It sucks being so far apart yet I am still happier than I have ever been. Being in love again after all of this time and with a maturity and appreciation I didn't posess the first time around, knowing my love is reciprocated by the nicest man I've ever known, is a world class great feeling. Blissful is a word that comes to mind. I still can't grasp it, he loves me back! It amazes me.