Just 4 days to get through and then my weekend visit with J begins. I'm VERY excited to finally meet him. I thought I'd be much more nervous than this and full of self doubt but instead I'm just very happy and full of anticipation. I'm glad we didn't meet when he first suggested it. He offered to come here about 4 weeks after we began talking but I was too nervous and uncertain then. It was too soon for me. But now I'm comfortable with him and more secure in how I feel. It's going to be a fun weekend.
I'm off to work.